He then goes on to say he never thought about his drinking problem, and just drank anyway. I Apologize (Official Audio) performed by Five Finger Death Punch. He is saying in the first stanza when he wakes up from being drunk, he will have to realize he is an alcoholic and he has to stop drinking. All of the names you see on the headstones and grave markers are of musicians who have died from these things, and Ivan Moody is saying that if he doesn't change, he will end up like them, dying an alcoholic. Ill say no more, I cant give you anymore.
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Who cares anymore, whats right anymore (I question everything) I wont lie, Ive never been ashamed. She wants perfection, she wants it right. My InterpretationThis song is a tribute to all the of the musicians that have died in the past from either drugs, suicide, or other unnatural causes. She had the angels beneath her broken wings. He truly believes that he can become sober and stay that way.
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Ivan Moody is being optimistic about his future. Ivan admits that he has made a mistake and he has finally seen what others have been trying to tell him all along which was that if he continues, he may lose everything he holds dear, whether it be his life or his role in Five Finger Death Punch. Ivan admits that he has a problem and that if he continues, it may kill him. My InterpretationThis song is about Ivan Moody's issues with alcohol. Never understood what was wrong or what was right